Daily Practice:
An hour long class with Kurt Robinson at Broadway Dance Center. We've worked on vocalizations and Justin Timberlake's "Cry me a river". FUN!!
I have also worked later on, on my "You've got to be carefully taught" and "A bit of earth", about 30 minutes I want to say.
My Live Performance/Good Deeds:
I actually sang with a choir "Bridge's Vocal Ensemble" that I am a member of, not solo.
Christ and St. Stephen Church
"Sometimes with a Heart" by Bettina Sheppard and "Mokusei" by Misa Owasawara
It was a benefit concert, we were raising money for Japan.
Healthy Meals:
Black berries and strawberries... to die for... and whole grain, organic, cereal with cinnamon. It was a bit "plain" so I added honey! I also, traditionally, had an apple and handful of nuts for lunch. Whole grain Spagetti Bolonese (SELF MADE!!) for dinner but I didn't take a picture of that... nice...
Fitness:
Ballet with Dariusz Hochman and Theater with Lainie Munro.
I guess that was the hardest part of the day. Ballet was fine, I've been taking Mr. Hochman's classes for a month non stop now so I know what to expect and I can see the progress. Classes are exactly on my (poor) level of dancing so I'm coping quite well. I can't say that about theater classes.
Lainie Munro
(same as Jim Cooney, that's exactly the very same story!) is an amazing teacher and dancer, her classes are so much fun. I'm just- let's face it- shit. And it is so frustrating!! I am doing my absolute best, I am pushing myself really hard and I'm trying to focus on what I'm suppose to do but I'm way to slow learning the choreography, I can't remember it, everything is falling apart when I try doing it, I look like a hunchback of Notre-dame. I'm surrounded by those amazing dancers, performing with a smile on their faces and I just stand there like an eejit trying to figure out what to do. I feel like excusing myself and leaving the class every 10 minutes. But I'm a fighter and I really want to believe it will get better. So far- it's not... I also wouldn't want to offend Lainie, she puts all her heart into this class... I'm just shit. I was just thinking, I am not a good singer, I am definitely not a dancer... what on earth am I doing here then? I should rather find myself a nice and cosy 9 to 5 job. I'm having a really bad time...
The quote of the class (that we're holding) was: "It's good to have an end to journey towards, but it is the journey that matters in the end" by Ernest Hemingway. Normally I would absolutely agree. Today, the journey was a struggle and pain. And not the one you benefit from in the end. The one that gets you down, numb and totally apathetic. Today, I want to hide in my safe place, and never ever come out again.
An hour long class with Kurt Robinson at Broadway Dance Center. We've worked on vocalizations and Justin Timberlake's "Cry me a river". FUN!!
I have also worked later on, on my "You've got to be carefully taught" and "A bit of earth", about 30 minutes I want to say.
My Live Performance/Good Deeds:
I actually sang with a choir "Bridge's Vocal Ensemble" that I am a member of, not solo.
Christ and St. Stephen Church
"Sometimes with a Heart" by Bettina Sheppard and "Mokusei" by Misa Owasawara
Healthy Meals:
Black berries and strawberries... to die for... and whole grain, organic, cereal with cinnamon. It was a bit "plain" so I added honey! I also, traditionally, had an apple and handful of nuts for lunch. Whole grain Spagetti Bolonese (SELF MADE!!) for dinner but I didn't take a picture of that... nice...
Fitness:
Ballet with Dariusz Hochman and Theater with Lainie Munro.
Lainie Munro
(same as Jim Cooney, that's exactly the very same story!) is an amazing teacher and dancer, her classes are so much fun. I'm just- let's face it- shit. And it is so frustrating!! I am doing my absolute best, I am pushing myself really hard and I'm trying to focus on what I'm suppose to do but I'm way to slow learning the choreography, I can't remember it, everything is falling apart when I try doing it, I look like a hunchback of Notre-dame. I'm surrounded by those amazing dancers, performing with a smile on their faces and I just stand there like an eejit trying to figure out what to do. I feel like excusing myself and leaving the class every 10 minutes. But I'm a fighter and I really want to believe it will get better. So far- it's not... I also wouldn't want to offend Lainie, she puts all her heart into this class... I'm just shit. I was just thinking, I am not a good singer, I am definitely not a dancer... what on earth am I doing here then? I should rather find myself a nice and cosy 9 to 5 job. I'm having a really bad time...
The quote of the class (that we're holding) was: "It's good to have an end to journey towards, but it is the journey that matters in the end" by Ernest Hemingway. Normally I would absolutely agree. Today, the journey was a struggle and pain. And not the one you benefit from in the end. The one that gets you down, numb and totally apathetic. Today, I want to hide in my safe place, and never ever come out again.
oj, uwierz mi kochany, nie chcesz od 9 do 5, bo w prawdziwym zyciu to i tak zmienia sie od 7 do 6stej, i jest okropnie nudne i nijakie i czujesz ze twoje zycie nie ma sensu :) walcz wiec walcz! jestem twoja fanka :D
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